So, tomorrow at 6:30 am I leave for an 8 hour ride to northern Minnesota. I’ll be going to this French language camp.

There is NO english, electronics, or american dollars.

I’am super socially anxious, not the greatest at French, etc.

SO wish me luck.

I don’t return til Sunday night at 7 or 8 pm.

IM SO ANXIOUS AND SCARED. 

fitchris25:

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA I AM DYYYIIINNNGGGGG

SO you guys, I’m really proud of these pictures that I took.

If any of you don’t know, I’m an aspiring professional photographer. So, I’m super excited to have opportunities like this to photograph some lovely people!

Feeling pretty great surprisingly!

xlockandkeyx3:

Found this on Facebook. Yep.

FUCKING YES. A THOUSAND TIMES YES.

And please baby, can you please come home tonight?

I want to greet you with a smile and a kiss. 

I want you to lay on the couch and watch Angelbeats while I make you your favorite oatmeal cookies with the white frosting.

I want to then sit next to you, ask how your day was, and if your work was just a bit too hard on you, I’d massage your back or feet. 

I want to then cuddle with you as we eat our cookies and I watch anime with you, trying to see what you see in it.

We then can make dinner together, anything your heart desires. Sit at the table and just talk about our days. You would talk about how this one computer is a piece of shit at work, and I would tell you that I had to deal with an unruly child whom made it difficult to photograph them.

I would finish cleaning up from dinner and you would say, “Hey, lets go relax in bed babe.” So we would. 

With our fingers intertwined, and smiles on our faces, we would cuddle til the midnight hour. 

With a few switches flicked, we would be in each other’s arms and off to sleep. Under the big covers I would feel your body heat as I have never felt so safe and comfortable in my life. 

1:30 pm. My aunt has just passed away. She’s my guardian angel now.

Going to Madison for a little trip, hope I can take some pictures by the lake!!! :D 

thewomanofkleenex:

If you hate fat people, you should probably just unfollow me now, because I’m fat, and I have this radical political position, which is that it’s ok that I exist.

I realized that I take some things for granted in this life. And while I’m guilty of complaining a lot, I want to take this time to really just talk to myself through this text post and other stuff.

I want to thank you all who have sent me a message when I was down, been a friend to me, for complimenting me, and for standing by me. And to my friends on here Jenna and Dominic, I want to say that I love you guys SO much. I remember meeting you both in like 7th or 8th grade. Now, 3 or 4 years later I know that you’re still here. As well as a dear friend, Priscilla. And well I might be a terrible person at keeping in touch, you guys have made my life so incredible. I love you guys.

I also want to thank God for putting me through some really shitty situations. I’m a soldier, and I’ve grown stronger.

I really want to thank my amazing boyfriend, Jamal. He lives in New York City and I live in southern Wisconsin. But, its ok, he’s going to visit me this summer. And I have a hard time believing that I could be so damn lucky. But, he is determined to see me. And also come to my prom next may. Then when I graduate, fly to New York to visit him. And he never fails to make me feel beautiful, never fails to reassure me. He always is at my side when I need him. He never has left my side and even though I’m a difficult person to be with, he never lets go. He supports me in my life, through the good and bad. He takes so much interest in my photography, in my school work, and other aspects of my life. I can tell him anything at all and I know he’ll care and listen. As insecure and jealous that I may get, and worried that he will leave me. He doesn’t, he reassures me that I’m the only girl for him. He has changed my life and I don’t care what any of you say about long distance relationships. I’m growing to love this young man so damn much, and their are times where I physically ache because I miss him so much. I have faith in Jamal and I. I can’t wait to receive his letter and wristband. I will always have a piece of him, with me. Jamal has and will continue to change my life for the better.

Lastly, I want to thank my family. I realize that I don’t have a good communication with them. But, they are always here for me and I do love them. And things will get better.